Friday, July 18, 2014

Movie day!

Hello Lovelies!
I'm quite proud of myself, posting 2 days in a row. *pats self on back* Today has been the epitome of lazy days. It is currently 3:44 and i have just barely started getting ready for my day. All morning and most of my afternoon, up until this point, has been dedicated to movies. And what a wonderful day it has been. So far I've seen Frozen(twice), Shrek 1-3, Kid Cannibals, Girl most likely, and now I'm watching The Kings of Summer. I must say, people, I have never had such a relaxing day.
Tonight I'm going to my Nana's for a sort of  "Farewell" party for my sister. My Papa's making enchiladas so I figured I'd make a small appearance and eat everything in sight. Lol Anyways I'm just trying to update more so that's basically what this little post was for. I hope you all are having a good Friday and that your weekend is great. Bye. Xx

Stressful times.


Hello Lovelies.
As usual I'm blogging at midnight. 
I've had a very, very, stressful last few days. And I won't go into too much detail but, I've had some serious family issues that have led to my sister moving to Texas to live with my dad. Which is a really big deal. Normally my parents don't get along and they tend to use me as a "middle man" of sorts. Whenever something happens they tell me to tell the other, what they think about it. However this situation was just so big that it required the both of them to actually communicate with each other. And surprisingly enough, contrary to popular belief, they did not die whilst speaking to each other.
So this coming Saturday my dad will be coming all the way to California to talk with my mother, a scary thought, and to pick up my sister. And I'm quite bummed about her being so far away. It almost makes me want to cry thinking about how, when I come home on weekends, that she won't be there to great me and hug me. And I feel like I don't really have anyone to talk to all of this about. My parents always look to me to be a mature adult and help them out which make me feel like i can't ever act like a teenager and ask them for help. I also feel like i can't reach out to a friend because this is really personal business and it's not really my "story" to tell. So basically talking to them and asking for advice would mean I'd have to reveal my sisters secrets.  
And the only logical solution to me was to come on here and tell you all about it. And I'm actually already feeling a little better even after having only said a small bit. And I'm sure no one is actually going to read this but that's okay. I'm doing this for me, so i don't go crazy with all the pressure, not for anyone else. And even if no one reads it i still always feel so much better after words which is really the whole point. 
Anyways, I hope who ever reads this is having a better week than i am and If your not, feel free to leave a comment below asking for help/advice and i will try my best to give it to you. Goodnight Lovelies. Xx

Monday, June 23, 2014

Oops, I did it again.

The title of this post speaks in volumes. I can not count on all my fingers and toes, how many times I have said that I will keep up a blog and post daily. I usually make it 3 or 4 days before something comes up and i miss one day and just completely forget about blogging for a few weeks. Then late at night, while I'm bored online, I remember the promise I made, for the 100th time, to blog religiously.
So I'm done promising. I'm hoping I can keep it up this time but if i don't oh well.
Goodnight Xx

Monday, April 21, 2014

Easter Weekend

   Hello, I hope everyone has had a very wonderful weekend and a great Easter Sunday. My entire weekend was full of excitement.
Friday was the first day in over a month that I've been home and been able to hangout with  my best friends Yasmin, Cristian, and Alan. Sadly Cristian had to leave our little party early but I still had a blast with the others. As usual, Redlands is a dead town and we spent almost an hour trying to think of something to do. Of course, all we did that night was act like hooligans. We spent the night running around in the dark, through locked up schools, on top of buildings, between scraggly trees at really creepy parks. To keep the story short I was dead tired, a little haggard, and slightly dirty by the time I got home at 2:30 am.
My favorite part of the entire night though was the Appleton hall echo room at the university. It a circular outdoor gazebo that's basically magical. When you step inside everything you say and every movement you make echos, but if you stand just outside or stick your head out between the pillars, silence.  We spent about half an hour shouting, clapping, stomping our feet, and giggling hysterically. 


Saturday I ran errands with my mom. Since I don't live at home I don't get to spend as much time with my mom anymore so it was nice to talk to her. My mom is like my best friend, I tell her everything. The last week, before my spring break started, I was feeling terribly homesick. I didn't realize how much I would miss my family. It was so weird and very difficult to get used to not being around them after having had them with me constantly for almost 18 years. I'm just glad to be home, if even only for a short time. 
Yesterday was obviously Easter Sunday. So obviously we went to church. After that my mom visited with her friend who was in the hospital, which had a lovely duck pond outside, while me and my brother waited in a waiting room. After 3 stinking hours we finally left to my Nana and Papas for so some lunch. 2 hours, many many hot dogs and hamburgers later we were home. 
Over all it was a productive weekend.   

This is the book that I am currently reading. It was an Easter gift from my Nana(: She knows me so well.

Once again I hope you all had a great Easter Sunday/weekend. See ya! xo


Friday, April 18, 2014

spring break is here!

   Spring break is officially here! I know it seems crazy that I'm only just now starting spring break but spring break was actually meant to be during Easter week. I guess my school just decided to keep the tradition. I don't care about the why though, I'm just happy to have a week off from school.
   Something you all don't know yet is that I'm in college and during the summer, after I graduated, I moved out. I know live with my aunt in San Pedro. So for my spring break I decided to hop on the train and visit my mom.
   Now I'm home and I've got the house to myself. So obviously i decided to blog with my spare time. Lol. I just waned to update about where I was so when i do an official spring break vacation post you would know where i was.
   I hope you all have had or are having a wonderful spring break. If you've already had you're I pray for you poor souls in school. I know that finals are coming up soon so I'll probably doing be doing a post about some good study habits to pick up, things that I've found helpful when preparing for exams.
See ya guys later!(:



Thursday, April 17, 2014

T.M.I. Tag :D

I thought i would start with a simple post to help you all get to know me a little better in a kind of quirky way. One of my favorite YouTubers, Troye Sivan, just recently did this tag, as a video obviously, but i thought i would give it a shot in post format. So lets get started!

1. What are you wearing?
    -black leggings, a grey sweater that says love, and some white shoes from          forever 21
2. Ever been in love?
    - Yes
3. Ever had a terrible break up?
    -Yes but it honestly wasn't the end of the world.
4. How tall are you?
    - 5'3
5. How much do you weigh?
    -around 117
6. Any tattoos?
    -not yet
7. Any piercings?
    - double pierced ears.
8. OTP?
    -Troyler (i ship them 5ever)
9. Favorite show(S)?
    1. Teenwolf
    2. Warehouse 13
    3. Big Bang Theory
10. Favorite band(S)?
    -Top 5: Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Mayday Parade,             All Time Low, and Paramore
11. Something you miss?
    -My family, who i am actually on my way to see in just a few      hours! 
12. Favorite song?
    -Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 
13. How old are you?
    -18(; 
14. Quality you look for in a partner?
    -Someone who i can be myself and feel comfortable around.
15. Favorite Quote?
    -"I don't know where I'm going from here but I promise it           won't be boring" -David Bowe
16. Favorite actor?
    -Robin Williams. I loved him in the movie Hook. i may have a      small obsession with Peter Pan.  
17. How long does it take you to shower?
    -On average 40 minutes. mainly because I have super long hair      that demands attention but that is soon to change!
18. How long does it take you to get ready?
    -Maybe about 30 minutes. it depends what I'm doing to my          hair.
19. Ever been in a physical fight?
    -Yes with my brother, I broke his nose. We're best friends        now(:
20. Turn on?
    -Confidence and looking like Dylan O'brien.
21. Turn off?
    -Being cocky.
22. Fears?
    -Oblivion, jk. im afraid of clowns and disappointing my            parents.
23. Last thing that made you cry?
    -Talking to my grandma on the phone and having her tell me        that my grandpa would be so proud of how well I'm doing in
     school.
24. Last I Love You?
    -to my mom via txt message just a few minutes ago
25. Last book you read?
    -House Rules by Jodi Picoult.
26. Last person you talked to?
    -some random guy in the game room at my school
27. Relationship between you and the last person you txted?
28. Favorite food?
    -Anything Italian or Mexican.
29. Last person you kissed?
    -A boy.
30. Last time you were insulted?
    -I'm not really sure.
31. Favorite flavor of sweet?
    -Anything chocolate
32. Favorite piece of jewelry?
    -A ring that my grandma gave me that no longer fits her and        that I've worn everyday since my grandpa's funeral.
33. Last sport you played?
    -Softball in 8th grade.
34. Last song you sang?
    -Trouble by NeverShoutNever
35. Favorite pick up line?
    -Are you a beaver? Cause damn(; 

Thats it! i hope you learned a little about me and that you enjoyed it. See ya(:

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Hello there: take 100,000,000

Hello to the blogging community from Savannah, that's me. I have tried numerous times to start a blog but something always gets in the way. Whether it be school, family, friends, activities, or most likely, laziness. And its right now 11:14 pm that i am writing this post because i have decided to once again give it a shot.
   Over the past week and a half i have attempted to enter the world that is YouTube. It was an utter disaster. I am so horribly awkward in from of the camera that it was actually physically painful to re-watch the video later. Which means I ought to stick to writing, hence my new found motivation to blog not vlog.
   I really really love writing and aspire to some day be a published author. The only problem with that dream is my fear of failing which I also why I've never posted anything I've ever written. Which is another reason I've found incentive to start blogging, getting my words out there. I want to become comfortable with people reading and responding to what I've written, even if at first its only a bunch of blog posts. I have absolutely no idea what I'll be writing about but the point is to try to post at least 2 times a week. Not sure how that is going to turn out, but its worth a shot.
    Please do bare with me. I do not promise to be funny or entertaining or even the best writer. I would just like to try my hand one more time at being a blogger.
With that I say goodnight and i hope i do not emotionally or mentally scar you in the near future.